Sometime you can't see though people's intentions. You judge them by the way they act toward yourself, by the way they're dressed, by the way they act toward others.
It's easy to fall for someone who at firt sight seemed normal and kind, only for them to reveal the beast inside of their bodies when you drop your walls. It's painfully horrible as your hopes dies little by little, just like yourself whole. Your body change, like your way of acting. People thinks you have a strange behavior, that you're a fool, and turn their back to you, not knowing any better.
When you finally drop your hold on that filthy person, you drop a piece of your heart. A little piece that should have been held lovingly, lost in the abyss of remorses. Then, you look up with fake pride, hiding everything from everyone. Your undying pain, your hate, your soul.
You hear everybody speaking, telling you what you should have done, not knowing how theatening their words are to you. You think about the ones who betrayed you, agai and again and again without caring how bad you were because of them, and you suffer.
It's a pain you teach yourself how to bear, looking for the bright sight of your life, taking everything that could help you, you smile, you keep silent when necessary, you forget the time by drowning in your hobbies. And like that, you grow, your soul gain such maturity you're the one amazed. And when you look back to those pesty stupid people who tried to bring you down, you know they're the ones that are to blame.
So you breath, and looking straight in front of you, you embrace your future with all the elements gained to help you.